[That's the excuse he's clinging to about why Dick is gone, why Dick couldn't do it. That's the reason, isn't it? There's a reason. Dick wouldn't just let this happen.
Dick would fight, right? Dick would fight to stay alive for them surely, even if it's not their Dick.]
[He opens his mouth, but then shuts it again because he's afraid his voice is going to croak if he talks. But it's obvious by the angry red lining his eyes and the wetness on his cheeks what's happening even if he doesn't say anything at all.
Squeezing one hand into a fist, and the other around the hilt of the sword, he drops his chin to his chest and exhale raggedly.]
[ she has to lift her gaze upwards to try to blink away any tears that threaten to well up.
jason was already bad enough. percy, too. what happened in winter's cabin. and every time damian did his best to remain levelheaded about it all. and she gets it. she does. getting too invested and emotional can lead to mistakes-- it's true even back in gotham.
but, in the end, he really is just a kid who lost his family. so she just stays quiet and wonders why this is happening.
[Very quietly and hoarsely, he says,] I want to go home already. [It isn't whiny, or even especially sad. It's tired. He is tired of being in games with absolutely no loop hole they can take to get out of killing.
And yet, he thinks his father would have been able to find a way to stop all of this somehow. Probably.]
[ it's really not that easy to admit. everyone it tired, and angry, and hurt, but for some reason it's really especially hard to admit it right after a loss. ]
We will. [ a shaky breath. ] And then we can complain about all the litter and how people can't walk two feet to throw their trash into the garbage.
[LET HIM BE A BROODY WAYNE IN PEACE!! He will be consumed by his moodiness and insatiable desire for righteous justice, and then he will murder several people the next week.]
Sit down then. He didn't... [A pause.] He didn't die so we could be stupid.
[He's aware how frowned upon it is to use dangerous weapons in their "family," but he doesn't care. HE REMEMBERS THE BAT. He doesn't trust this place, or some giant damn snake.]
I have vouchers, and the toy with three charges, and another item if needed.
Yeah, I still have all three uses, too. And there's a chance it might not be a fight, too, but we should be prepared regardless.
[ steph hopes it's a fight because every time she went on a break-in she was mad she got puzzles and shit instead. terrible. fighting is so much easier. ]
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[That's the excuse he's clinging to about why Dick is gone, why Dick couldn't do it. That's the reason, isn't it? There's a reason. Dick wouldn't just let this happen.
Dick would fight, right? Dick would fight to stay alive for them surely, even if it's not their Dick.]
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[ and it's true, he was. so was ookurikara.
she'll slowly lower herself so he isn't just forced against her torso. ]
He wouldn't leave us on purpose.
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Squeezing one hand into a fist, and the other around the hilt of the sword, he drops his chin to his chest and exhale raggedly.]
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jason was already bad enough. percy, too. what happened in winter's cabin. and every time damian did his best to remain levelheaded about it all. and she gets it. she does. getting too invested and emotional can lead to mistakes-- it's true even back in gotham.
but, in the end, he really is just a kid who lost his family. so she just stays quiet and wonders why this is happening.
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And yet, he thinks his father would have been able to find a way to stop all of this somehow. Probably.]
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[ it's really not that easy to admit. everyone it tired, and angry, and hurt, but for some reason it's really especially hard to admit it right after a loss. ]
We will. [ a shaky breath. ] And then we can complain about all the litter and how people can't walk two feet to throw their trash into the garbage.
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[But he sounds, like, tiredly fond in a very small way. Like some part of him wants to suck his teeth, but can't.]
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[ she will pretend like she doesn't notice. ]
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Fine. Your comforting is complete. Now you can go back down the mountain.
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[ it took her so long to get up the mountain. ]
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Sit down then. He didn't... [A pause.] He didn't die so we could be stupid.
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but she makes a face? although she does... end up sitting, because he's right. ]
... no. We have to make sure we get to the end of this.
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We will. [He wipes his eyes roughly with his arm.] It sounds like we have one last battle left.
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[ she says this so dryly. but honestly, it's nice to talk about a mission than what they uh, just. witnessed. ]
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[Yeah, when you're a Bat and you're thrown some trauma, you just immediately detour to stick to the mission. Very healthy.
Can't believe Pink Voice is just Regina George.]
Do you have any weapons?
[He remembers...........the bat.]
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I've been buying some from the store. To keep other people from buying them.
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[He's aware how frowned upon it is to use dangerous weapons in their "family," but he doesn't care. HE REMEMBERS THE BAT. He doesn't trust this place, or some giant damn snake.]
I have vouchers, and the toy with three charges, and another item if needed.
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[ steph hopes it's a fight because every time she went on a break-in she was mad she got puzzles and shit instead. terrible. fighting is so much easier. ]
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[PLEASE BE A FIGHT, THEY'RE BEGGING YOU.
Can't believe the Bats' weaknesses are when you take the fighting out of the situation.]
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but she nods, rubbing at her face. ]
... yeah, it'll definitely just be a fight.